Keeping The Silence Company

Invulnerable?
Yes, that’s me.

Omnipotent?
Of course,
Me.

In control?
You mean me?
Undoubtedly.

Well…

If all of that is true,

Why do I sit here,
Tonight,

Alone,

With tears burning my eyes,
Strength absent,
And invincibility vanished?

Maybe this is where reality
Right-sizes my emotions,
Affirms that I am
Not in command,
And dictates a certainty.

A certainty of you,
Not missing…

Me.

Funny,
Isn’t it,
How at times
We believe
That we are in charge
Of a relationship,
And a future,

Only to be made
So surely aware

That we’re not.

And that,
Is where I find myself tonight.

No longer in your thoughts,
No longer in your dreams,

No longer in your love.

It’s just me…

Just me alone,

Keeping the silence company.

© 2018 W. C. Stacia, Jr.

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37 thoughts on “Keeping The Silence Company

    1. Thanks very much! Glad you liked it!

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  1. That rude awakening never feels good, especially when the heart is having difficulty accepting reality. Another beautifully written poem from a deep place, Bill. Loved it. 🙂

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    1. Thanks so much Brandi! Hope you’re well…and BTW, I love the new photo!

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      1. You’re very welcome, my friend! I’m actually back home! Got discharged yesterday, so I’m playing catch up on the blog! 😁 Thank you for the well wishes and the support you showed me while I was away. And thank you for the compliment on my photo! 😃

        Hope you’re well, too!

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      2. Best news I’ve heard all day…fantastic!

        I’m doing okay, thanks. We just need to take things one day at a time….correct?

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      3. It’s fantastic news for me, too! lol

        Yeah, we definitely have to take things a day at a time and hope that tomorrow will bring something greater than today. I’m glad to hear you are okay, my friend. 🙂

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      4. I completely understand, and agree.

        Tomorrow will surely bring better things. Seems to me that’s what hope and faith are all about. And that’s what I’m about!

        🙂

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      5. Good things come in time… I try to remember that. 🙂 Keep holding on to that hope and faith, Bill! 😊

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      6. Precisely my friend…

        We are in total agreement!! 🙂

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      7. 😊!!! Hope you have a beautiful evening, Bill! Stay away from the foil hats and satellites! lol 😜

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      8. I see how it’s going to be…bringing up the foil hats and satellites.

        Hilarious!!

        Same to you!! 🙂

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      9. hahaha!! I had to throw that in there! Couldn’t resist! 😄

        Thanks, Bill! ☺️

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      10. You’re killin’ me!!

        Hope you have a wonderful evening as well!

        🙂

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  2. So so very true. Love this one.

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    1. Thanks Tara! Appreciate the comment and I’m glad you liked it!

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      1. All your poems are really great, Bill. I mean that sincerely.

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      2. That’s so very kind of you Tara. Totally unpolished, and plain spoken…but that’s all I know.

        I really appreciate your interest and support!

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      3. Ha! I’m the same…. maybe that’s one reason I like it so much ☺️

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    1. Thanks Maria! Perhaps I’ll add this to my 50+ for the project!

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      1. I think so. The previous one too. Existential angst makes for great poetry.☺

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      2. Thanks Maria!! I’ll add it to the list! So much look forward to having you help me with the sculpting!!

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  3. Keeping the silence company ~ another inspired title and a beautiful poem about solitude and silence. Being alone can be a gift or a curse, depending on circumstances. I spend a fair amount of time alone out on the property and I try to think of it as a retreat from the world, but I still feel lonesome at times. Being alone does make me appreciate the times I do have with family and friends. Be well, my friend ❤️

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    1. I so agree Sue… that’s the perfect way to describe it as a blessing and a curse.

      And perhaps a muse for writing.

      So much appreciate your comments and interest. Hope you are well!!

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      1. Doing well, Bill. Preparing for a big family gathering at the property for the Labor Day weekend. I should enjoy the peace and quiet while I can😁

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      2. Sounds great!!! All the best!!!

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  4. Thought for Change August 28, 2018 — 11:00 pm

    Wow this is great

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    1. Really appreciate it! Thanks for reading!!

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  5. The vulnerability in this is so beautifully heartbreaking. Wonderful poem, Bill!

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    1. Thanks Susan! So glad you enjoyed it!!

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  6. Very sad. So well expressed.

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